despair

Hopelessness. Its something each of us will experience as we try to make it on our own in this world. That feeling of everything going wrong and you don't know where to turn. Everything around you being so dark and the only light you see is that pinprick off in the distance. Where the darkness of your soul wraps around you confronting you with your worst fears. Questioning you about your life and what you're doing. If you even deserve to live or if you would be better off just killing yourself now and stop even trying because its not even worth it. What do you do when you feel like there is nothing left to do. What happens when you have no one to talk to. When you're alone surrounded by the millions of people on earth. Thats the loneliest place you can be. In the center of a crowd where no one knows your name. And yea I guess thats how I feel. Goodnite