Where's the end?

Hmmm... well lately I've just been thinking about what is going to happen in my life. I know that this has probably been a big thought in all of your lives at one point or another. Where am I going? How will I get there? Can I make it? These thoughts flood my mind every time I open my eyes in the morning. The feeling that people depend on you is both strengthening and depressing. That people will choose to put faith in you is always a good feeling, but the idea that you might not live up to their expectations is a thought that scares me beyond words. I have always striven to live up to the expectations of others and along the way I feel like I have lost my own aspirations. In my sleep I no longer dream and my only thoughts of the future are as optimistic as a rainy monday morning. What have I given up to find a place where I want to go to? And who am I doing it all for? I feel like there's been something that I've missed in my life and am still unable to grasp. Where is my life leading me and I guess my biggest worry is who I will be with when I reach the end. Will there be someone for me to come home to?