Different Faces

I have come to realize that everyone in the world has split personalities. This comes when people have something to hide. When you have a secret that you do not want to share, and someone asks you about it, you lie to them and through this lie you have become someone else in this persons mind. The person he/she see's is still you, but it maybe isn't the you that you or someone else sees. Its strange how if you examine a person closely you will find that he/she is different to each and every one he/she meets.

Surprisingly I am no different from everyone else in this world. I have a face that I put on for each and every one of you. All of what you see is me, but there are parts of myself that I have yet to show you. Lets start shall we... First off for all of you that don't know this: I drink. Alcohol . Okay so no big surpize from most of you reading this. But I know, well maybe I don't, but I think I know that a few people will be totally shocked by this. Not like I hide this or anything for those who ask or spend enough time with me they will know I drink, but it is also not like I go up to every person I know say, "Hey I like alcohol." I am not ashamed of it and I don't believe that it is something to be ashamed of. I don't believe that anything should be shameful to say. When I say this, I am talking about stuff about yourself. Not going and telling other people some other peoples secrets. Everything that you do you shouldn't have to be ashamed of. I mean really, if the world was without sin do you think that there would be any secrets? And even with sin one should always tell the truth right? I mean shouldn't we get things out in the open so we can get rid of the sin?

Okay what is the point of my discourse? For all of those out there I want you to know that although some may call me a liar or a hypocrite or a charlatan. Know that I am not trying to be. Know that though people have differing opinions or views on me and my life all of them are somewhat true, but please try to get to know the whole story. I know it is my fault that I am not telling each and every one of you the specific details on my life or more importantly my exact beliefs and views, but I am not perfect. The best way for you to get this information is to ask. And yes I may be a little evasive, there are things in my life that I do not believe are mine to share because of other people. But ask and I will honestly try to answer all your questions. Apparently this is why I write this blog. I want to express some of my views quite openly so that those that care enough about me will know what I think.

This goes for you too Johnny. Sometimes I feel like you get angry for me for not telling you everything especially when I call you my best friend, but the thing is that if you would ask more I would tell more. I know that I haven't been the best friend I could be (this goes to all of you too), but seriously I try. More than anything I treasure the friends that I have.